bAcK to wHeRe i beLong...

i wanted to just dance.

going back to my passion is but the greatest thing that happened to me this year. way back 2004 i had my claimed final performance at the philamlife theater (collab concert with the orange core and other schools)... which up to now i can still remember was the worst performance i ever had my entire life. i wasn't able to perform the best of what i can give.. my "dance" reflected what was in me - my worries, my problems, my fears, my anger, my hate.. which made me claim that day, the end of my "dancing career".

little did i know that i'd go back to where i first started. back to my passion where i know i'd be able to pour my heart out to, and just be simply me. and then there i was. stepping on to the platform i left. on to that place where He first sent me.

year 2008. i decided to join again the summer funshop. just because i wanted to dance. and so there i was... stepping into that new place with the same class, but with faces and names i'm much unfamiliar with. gladly, there're few of them who i knew then. :) and of course, session days made me learn more and know my new friends. :)

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tita mona and keps.. my bro and sis sa paguwe. my travel going home with you two is but full of memories that i'm much thankful for. the stories told, laughters made, all these made each tiring-session lighter with the two of you around. mona, wag HP ha? :p keps! sa "mukha" na itinuro at ibinahagi sa akin sa pagsasayaw..enchU! ahahaha

angel and jords, my two sweethearts..you're the sweetest! (err..redundant? di naman masyadow!) angel, salamat sa mais na iyong dinala .. nawala ang aking gutom :) black jords! alam mo na un..hhahaha..you made my summer a blast! nakanaman..ahahha..i never thought you'd be my "friend", taray kasi ng itsura mo! ngiti naman dyan ;) alabshu!!!

guillan and con, rawrr!!! kayo ang pinakamakulit kong kaklase! ngunit, pinasasalamatan ko kayo dahil sa enerhiyang inyong inilabas sa klase para lang ito'y magkabuhay sa mga oras na kinakailangan. haha:P

lace, pat y, and rizza.. ccatt sisters!!! haha.. ang saya niyo kasama! akala ko.. akala ko!!! akala ko hindi kayo okay! ahahha.mali pala ako... sa mga lovelife stories (lace), terno moments (pat y), kaantukan at katamaran (rizza), chalamats! :D

chinkee, for sharing to me your situation, your concerns, thanks :)

den and anne, makukulit din pala kayo :) hugs to you both :)

nj, wassup yuh! hahahaa... bili mo ko shoes! hehe..ikaw ang aking shoe mentor sa nike :P nyahahaha...

paweee...ikaw ay isa kong tinuturing na nakababatang kapatid. hindi ko alam kung bakit. pero ganun. hahaha.. kahit di ka sumayaw, labs kitaaaa...

jo-e ! my long lost grade schoolmate na inakala kong higher batch sakin.. AHAHA..it was nice seeing you dance! yipee! thanks sa fun moments.... "Montessorriiiii, we loooove youuu!"

dana, hindi tayo close, hahaha, pero salamat na rin sa preyndshiP!

issa at arnie, nawa kayo ay patuloy na magibigan. AHAHA. oi! walang lokohan ah..arnie, be good!!! :P issa, dati lang, maliit ka pa..haha.labo.. nice to have known you well this year :) stay pretty..nyahahaha... sana maging strong pa relationship niyo ;)

pao at ino, breakers! haha.. masaya akong nakilala ko kayong dalawa.. i think kayo ang pinakauna kong nakausap sa mga guys.. i mean guys na bago..i think..haha..pao! papayat ka na..haha joke :P ingatan si pam ;) ino! ikaw naman pataba! :P apir tayo dyan!!! hahahaha :P:P:P

ninong jonas!!! we rock tols! hahaha..oldiees :P:P:P salamat at andyan ka... na kasama kong matanda.. ahahah! thanks sa pants..! sauli ko sa after party :p

jayman,kimba, dada, daryl, allan, ryan,sendoh.. hello! aahahaha.. jayman, si guillan di mo talaga type? hahahah :P kimbs, thanks sa photos, i lurrrv it! dada.. sexy mo! daryl.. cherifer! daddy allan, hello kay baby mo! ryan.. yo yo yo! ahahah :P:P:P sendoh, madami pa dyan ;) thanks sa friendship guys!

jon, naks! advanced na bro! yikeee... nice to still see you groovin! :D:D:D

jefff! gwapo mo chong! ahahaha... for the sweetness and kindness and all, thank youuu!

and of course to queen mother! you're super sexy and pretty talagaaaa!!! ;););)

did i miss anyone? hahaaha.basta sa inyo lahat, this summer wouldn't be that great and complete if it weren't for your presence in the group. i enjoyed dancing this time coz of you guys..salamat..salamat sa pagsasamang naitayo sa grupo :)

okay..special mention for the others na wala sa class... mytextmates: maedie! amishuuuu..ahahaha...wala nang nangungulit sakin, hehe.. shylalalala!!! harhar! you rock! :P:P:P paty cake..my hotness partner!! AHAHA... tenks por the all! hahaha.. :P:P:P picture picture session minsan ha ;) alabshu!

at dahil nagreact ka!!!! eto na! andro boy!!! lupet natin tols!!! go go go for advanced next top model! ahahahah :P:P:P un lang ang nasabi :P:P:P kitakits chong ;)

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this summer wasn't all about technicalities - steps, grooves, beats, rhythm. but it's also about relationships, camaraderies built.

the Lord's been good, for He has blessed me with people who continue to push me to continue on with what i love doing. for my twin, if it weren't for your pangungulit and your encouragement to me, hindi na dapat ako tutuloy. but you made me see my reason, my purpose for this passion.. Him. :)

"coz Your love's too much for my heart to contain, joy too much that my feet won't refrain..

so i dance like the rain on the roof tell my soul that my spirit's on the loose

don't know if anyone would understand, feels like an angel's got a hold of my hand..

so i dance..."

summer 2008 i love.

(parang writeup ko ata toh dapat, hahaha)